2330

just got off the phone with bueller.
and realising how late 2330 is for working ppl.
appreciate his energy to last till now and talking to me while I fire away with my questions haha.
waiting to feel it when I start work tho, FINGERS CROSSED.
but what is late for me man?
I'm a night owl and work addict.
afternoon shift, ends at 11pm. home at 12am. sleeps at 3am. wake up at 11am to make my dinner.
night shift but enjoy the night so much hahah. cos so peaceful tho the whole world is asleep. just that sometimes it gets a little lonely la.
anw just saying cos at 2336 right now and maybe even before, my whole family is asleep.
even bueller now.
his family too.
and I think most of other households.
even those 2 boys are still asleep lolol.
and I'm awake in this lonely world again haha.
working life sucks, spending only an average of 3 or 4 hours conscious at your own house after work.
while the rest is just sleep (8 hours for lucky ones).
and the cycle continues.
don't even talk about OT or days where you socialise or parktor.
such a sad truth.
kinda worried that I will have less time for bueller after I start work.
but as usual he will be my priority la.
those talk on cab while otw home from OT instances cos it's too late for him to stay up even more?
those one week meet once kinda instances?
idk.
so hard to get work life balance in sg.
whats worse is that I'm a workaholic.
and after spending so long looking for a job I will definitely give my all.
fingers crossed.
worried but definitely looking forward to it.
can't wait in fact.
I wished I could start tmr.
hahahah.
but b3fore I start, as per my usual, I would definitely request for list of things to do before I can't do them anymore.
so I wouldn't have any regrets hehe.

majority of em spent 10 years before they climbed up to where they are today.
so if I can tank 10 years, I could too.
director sounds good.
2 to 5 years time where do you see yourself?
NOPEE not looking at that. looking into 10 years frame hahahaha.
I want to be you in 10 years. and I wonder how would employers react to such an answer. but that's my real legit answer (:
a career, a career woman in fact, a family, a husband.
that is my ambition.
and I guess it's something I've never ever told anyone.
go big, not small.
I would love to be big too.
have always wanted that. and I do want to achieve it too.
too strong willed too stubborn to be put down.
okay enough ranting.
go sleep or go read book hahaha.
back to me and my bed.