1380 days of togetherness

quick update for today!
yay cos i read more pages of the textbook today.
and i started on my research for essays by downloading and searching for relevant essays.
i hope i banli banli do.
3rd week of school, kinda behind time liao.
ughhh.
but okay, jiayou from now.

update today also because somebody so sweeeeet even though he so stressed now.
BUT he cleanly forgotten about monthsary.
😭😭😭
💔💔💔
so sadz iz me.
i knew he would forget.
but then seeing him so stressed and stuff, i also forget to remind him.
till i left.

lunch was niceee even though it was just duck rice.
even nicer when we eat together hehee.
chuwa chuwa.
then studying together, legit.
and rolling on bed.
idk why i get tired so easily nowadays.
like ytd after class, was tired like dog.
today, wake up early but also not that early, and i actually ko-ed on that cold stale bed without any snuggles.
boohoohoo.
got snuggle a little little while lo.
if you consider that as snuggling.
made him tea break.
glad that he likes tbb!
else i carry here and there burdensome.
then somebody "don't disturb me! 😠"
ouch. my heart went 💔 and i went 😔😒😤
then i keep quiet lo.
don't disturb lo.
hmph 😞
then after that somebody say, are you angry at me? was i too harsh?
kekekekekke.
OBVIOUSLY DUH!!
but so silly and sweet.
chuwa chuwa 😁😁😁
and he apologize and ofc okay hehhee.
dinz was hokkien mee.
yumzzz.
carrot cake chilli also so yumz, like the chilli noodle kinda chilli belly xiang.
even though dabao only but chuwa.
then gave somebody full body massage.
OH I KNOW WHY I SO TIRED LIAO LA.
the massage!!!
but i'm glad he enjoyed it too.
and weee i get to cab halfway and skip the train and took me only 1hr to be home.
😊😊😊

today was the first time i felt that his place and my place so far.
usually damn ok, but today it felt like i took 2 years to reach.
hahhaa
it isn't as bad but idk, the bus so snailey, mrt stopped on the tracks and at stations.
so infuriating.
i totally want him to come meet me but i kennut!
cnt be so selfish cos he needs to study study study when already not enough time liao.
i think tmr also must make do without htht else he gg for paper.
but boohoo xiaosadz.

ohoh another sweet thing!
koi card!!!
we just strike a deal last week to buy each other one.
so i bought him today.
then i was xiaosadz when i thought he cleanly forgotten about it.
then he gave me the koi card and i thought it was the one i just gave him.
but it was not!!!!
hhehehhehehehe so happy was me.
cos he actually rmb!!!
and he bought it before me eh.
hehehe fuzzy fuzzy 😁😁😁
was so amazed and sarprised.

now me waiting for my letter!!!
can't wait to receive it even though it was for something sad.
i heard a ringing tone just now, and it was so familiar.
then i realized it was the skype call ringing tone.
i think i've grown to dislike it as well.
brings back painful memories too.
funny how my brain auto blocks out things that were too painful to rmb, without myself knowing till those things hit me at the back of my mind.

since last week, i have been quite amazed with bueller actually.
for once, and the last time, he is actually coping both exams and me well together.
really 👍👍👍
too good to be true.
so proud of him is me too.
i will treat you well and properly and shower you with love if that's the same i get.
#ariesrules😂😆
i hope he does well for his current paper.
seeing him revising and preparing for the current one, i feel like breaking down for him already lo.
i kennut.
the level of stress is too high.
i will legit get a nervous breakdown.
sayang and xinteng is me too.
huggie huggie.
i've been trying belly hard to support him also.
not easy but i'm trying!!
i hope it works haha.

goodnight baby bull.
i know it will be stressful and you will jiayou.
but i will still jiayou you and support you from 40km away!
i know you can, 💯% faith in you.
love love
💛💛💛