some little things

there are plenty of stuff to blog about.
how shitty blended learning is, to nights out and "stayover" hahaha.

blended learning is taking too much of my time, especially when i don't have the notes.
and need to write them down manually.
20 mins stretches to an hour.
too silly!
told myself to start on assignments.
but not starting at all.
actually also cos i scared hahha.
scared to choose the wrong topic and end up killing myself.
but yay i finally started on my work.
FINALLY.
do you know how many days of procrastination that was??

stayed over as sis room last night.
kekeke.
it was soooo fun.
but soo noisy cos i was really damn tired and wanted to ko.
i think i was the first to ko.
usually i'm the last hahah.
but damn nice to be bunking together in the same room.
feels less lonely.
feels very cosy and cuddly too.
i slept sooo well.
waking up all groggy and falling back asleep right away.
feels like camping, like legit stayover ahahaha.
difference of 1 room.
currently thinking of ways to wreck havoc already.
ahahahhaha.
club?
hehehe.
DAMN just nice hehehehe.
bueller end exams.
WEEEE.
but i think that's my bz period.
like essay submissions.
okay let's TRY to clear them asap.
hahaha.

nights out with AA!
C didn't came cos of her rashes.
it's SOOOO weird that we can talk sooo much.
it's even weirder that they can eat THAT much tooo.
i always stop mid way, while they continue the rest.
and it's ALWAYS buffet with them.
i kennut.
but maybe...new kbbq buds!?
hahahha. no one likes kbbq.
boohoo.
talked about marriage, talked about career, talked about futures, talked about current.
and the depth of topic..it's too scary to think how deep we went.
gaining insights from one another.
debating over each and every topic.
getting to know each other more.
it really is quite cool though.
they were the next bunch i was prepared to throw away, cos new stage of life for them.
and i didn't knew they were there to stay.
i guess? for now?
it's funny how our mind decides which friendships to let go, and which to keep.
in poly, i was ready to throw away B, J & A. because they were entirely from another universe.
but yay to all of them who stayed.
😊😊😊
and yay forever enjoyable times with them, be it study buds, go out play buds or just eating buds.
ohya supper buds too!
all those late night suppers after studying/proj.
hehehe.
i'm so damn glad i met them through my uni course.
school would have been so boring then.
then like end of uni, key take aways, only 1 person.
isn't that sad???
but that 1 person i don't think i'll be taking away also.
good to be as study mates but not friend friend cos we do nothing else other than studying.
unlike poly mates, we play, we study we do proj and everything else together.
have been looking at fb memories, the comments we leave on each other's pictures are crazy.
i would say, using the comments as whatsapp.
hahaha.
outings and stuff. damn onz.
events, whatever whatever zhapalang.
then travelling together. (:

teas!
i realised i can never do a day without tea.
green tea, milk tea, tehbing, bubble teas, whatever whatever.
i really drink alot of them.
bottled green teas too.
sachet ones.
on avg, 1 tea per day.
black lipton tea in the morning, green tea in the evening.
milk tea in btw.
i guess teas are my new favourite drinks.
and i realised, i don't have any favourite foods.
i do have foods that i like, but no favourites.

still thinking about tuesday, again and again.
and smiling silly-ly to myself when i realised the date.
hehehee.
accidentally or purposefully, idk.
but i am so happyz.
happy also because of our story telling.
because through these stories, you're forced to listen.
and it gets into the back of your mind, and you rmb it.
maybe i should make it a point to look for a story a day to share ahaha.
or create my own stories ah.
😂😂😂
looking at my breaths every single day!
so preeetz!
then i always end up touching each of the petals, one by one.
and i always look at them and smile.
so awwwwz.
proud owner of baby breaths hehehehe.
finally, my favourite species of flowers.
not roses, not daisies, not gerbera, but baby breaths.
hehehe. i like the white more than the pink.
cos the stupid floral shop dyed the flowers too quickly, the petals so tiny and no nice.

last wed.

dinz with sis!

bkt.

looks not bad but taste bad.

the pork trotters were too hard, soup not herbal but way too peppery.

youtiao too hard and oily.

the taupok too oily and not braised properly.

only preserved veggie okok.

but value for $ lo.

1 set for $10++ for some many things.

whereas 1 soup cost around $7++ already.

baking with lil sis.

fairly simple.

looks legit.

but no...baking needs to be done with proper equipments.

whisked until my hands ache.

6pm.

ready to feast. 

first time eating at kopitiam, like more cooling than golden mile??

but i was wrong, it became hotter after night falls for some reason.

but quite cool to eat at kopitiam, but this place too ulu. 

i think this was coming 7pm.

still eating. 

and just started on seafood. 

look!

nightfall already.

STILL EATING.

it's cray cray la.

my plate was empty already.

i raised white flag.

good meal to bond, but mookata will nv be the same after the free one with spasticos.

crayfish too. 

hahahha. 

my photography skills also cmi leh. 

hahhaa.

then i asked him to look away.

BUT he looks like 🐢🐢🐢

😂😂😂

the turtle came out of his shell.

trying to look glam and slim.

50% success.

then epic fail liao.

look so 🐷🐷🐷

this is not real, this is not me hahaha.

i love thai garlic fried pork.

bueller can you pls learn this and cook for me!!!

really damn nice eh.

i love garlicky stuff.

but not mad for garlic.

that place epic fail.

garlic fried rice too.

yum yum.

this was what we ordered!

all in $60++

yes it is exp.

but i feel damn happy to be paying this quality for this price in sg.

cos there really isn't any nice nice decent thai food in sg.

not even nakhon thai. 

and good thai food here comes with a price.

if i'm paying a hefty amount, it better be good.

and it's good.

you don't get such standard even at thai express.

i really dk where else can i find good nice thai food.

i ate too much in thailand that nothing here is comparable to there.

over there, any zhapalang store also nice and chip chip.

here, even the bestest may not be the best. 

so yay.

so satisfied is me.

and feeling damn happy is me.

cos i finally ate nice nice thai food with my baobei.

😊😊😊

and the ambience so nice eh.

alfresco, chill chill.

like candle light dinner!!!

the place puts me in good mood already. 😎

talking about candle light dinner...we haven't ate candle light dinner together before???!!

he should come cook at my house, and prepare candlelight hahaha. 

this doesn't really counts leh..does it?

for some reason, our faces are over exposed.

stupid phone izzit.

what face he give again alamak.

the only nice shot together out of all above.

but i kenut see his tiny face 😂😂😂

hehehehhehe.

pinch his cheeeks.

seally.

most shots that he doesn't look at the cam are nice.

few shots with him looking at cam are nice.

so i should just take all candid. 

this one also nice, but his hands moved.

this is damn funny.

looks like somebody blew a strong gust of wind into his face.

#tb!

forgot to post these that day.

my colourful dessert.

somebody created together with me.

added so much toppings in it.

and he claims that it is the worst dessert when he attributed to it.

and complaining about strawberries.

but he stuff cheese into my mouth telling me "nice nice"

nice his pigu.

i really really really loved the view.

i spent a good 10 minutes at least, admiring all of it.

so non sg feel.

felt like i was in a lounge with him, lepaking somewhere. 

love it so much.

was stress free at that very moment.

this dbs building.

and i realised they built it slanted for some reason.

not my pic slanted okay.

my pic perfectly straight, not tilted at all.

but really so damn coool.

can't express how much i love it. 

when you have to travel to the west and you're an eastie and vice versa.

this is what happens to me each and every single time i visit him.

damn horrible really.

from fresh from shower to smelly like never shower.

and i'm always rushing over to his place because wanna meet up asap, and it takes a good 2 hrs to reach, sometimes an hour half.

but honestly, in sg, from what sis told me, many ppl wouldn't want to travel if it's more than 30 mins away.

much effort is me, much effort are us.

side note.

radio playing 终于等到你

😩😩😩

this is a damn sad song for me, cos it was a song on repeat while he was away at OBS.
😭😭😭
cried for almost 2 weeks straight.
how long ago was OBS?
and i'm still stuck/went back to those sad times with one song.
wounds doesn't heal do they?
"终于等到你， 还好我没放弃。
幸福来的不容易。。。"
真的不容易。。
really much memories eh....
waited till i could die.
so sad and so posui is me.💔

ah yes this.

but partly also because i have curfew.

but then..sending each other home never ever happens.

i mean by train.

only except for those few occassions..

xiao sadz. 😕