Recovery

Hello bloggie.
I've been sleeping alot.
Like super duper alot I can't even count.
Almost 12 hours every day.
Plus nap.
So pig.
Falling sick sounds like an excuse Haha.
But I do need this amount of rest whenever I fall ill.
My body just goes into hibernation mode due to the amount of drugs they prescribed me with.
So bitter and disgusting.
Reasons why I hate medicine.
Taking it over the course of more than 7 days, and to top it up with antibiotics that usually last 5 to 10 days.
Kills me.
I think my entire body, from all the weeks of medication I have taken over my 2 decades of life, I dare say 70% of it are made up of drugs hahahaha.
Seems like 70% made up of drugs are then sufficient to sustain my body.
The rest are me.

Give me a reason why I would take med over some teeny flu or headache.
NO.
Had enough of those tablet form thingy.
But then again, if I don't treat them while they are just minor they always turn into major.
My immune system sucks big time.
Grrr.
I've always thought I've became healthier but apparently not if I can still cough till this extent now.
It's the same as decades ago.
Well it sucks totally.

And and after recovering, it takes my body a while to re adapt to my normal routine, doing away with the effect of the medication.
And it takes a while too before those aches leave my body.
And take a while before I get back my original vocal cords.
And having diarrhea for several days.
I hate it.
It stinks so much and even my peeee stinks.
Smells of bitter medicine I consumed.
Yuck.
And feeling weak and mong. Restless energyless.
Can really just sit and daze and watch all the words float in front of you. And just zone out when someone is talking to you. It just happens.
So much side effects right?

And it's always during this kinda period where my appetite goes down.
But it seems fine this time round.
Just that very plain diet.
Urgh.
Disgusting.
And that makes me crave for alot alot of foood.
Food that I can't take.
Cold drinks.
Sweet drinks.
Though I've cut down alot cos jianfei.
But vita gen and stuff like yogurt, can't even take them.
Fruits also. Cos it's cold and sweet and maybe citrusy depending.
Feel like eating alot.
Buffet steamboat bbq seafood fried food.
Actually everything hahaha.

There were times where I coughed so hard till I cried.
And pondered over every single thing in the middle of the night.
Why do I have to suffer like this.
Why isit me.
Why do I always have such extreme coughs.
Why why why.
Then self pity.
Hurhurhur.
Then praying so hard to just let the cough stop and just let me have a restful night.
Coughing into my pillows and bolsters for fear of disturbing the rest of the fam.
Cos my cough has always been loud and hard.
Then having cold sweat throughout the night cos I used so much energy and strength through the motions of coughing.

and taking an extremely long time to recover.
Like a month.
Usually stretches 3 to 4 weeks.
See ah, it started last week. Sunday Monday.
Till now, it's been a week.
And I'm only recovering.
So if I'm lucky, I will recover by maybe mid week.
Meaning no cough at all, that's my term of recovering.
Even until then, I still have to stay away and restrict my diet.
Otherwise it will come back again.
So give it until the weekends.
That's about 3 weeks.
Tak!
It can nv take less than 3 weeks Haha.
Which is why I always say, can be any kinda illness.
JUST NOT COUGH.
My mortal enemy.
Shorten my life by 10 years.

And so, it's not that I don't want to recover.
It's just my immune system is just like that.
I took all of med on time.
Rested.
Restricted my diet.
Drank loads of water.
That's all I can do for myself.
The rest is up to my body to fight.
And my body fights the battle slowly and steadily.
Hahaha.
Stupid cough.
Stupid body too, who can't take heaty stuff.
A little of fried food can burn it.
Or izzit cos jianfei then nv eat fried food then suddenly eat so much fried food so body erupted?
Daddy always scold me for having sore throat.
Hmph.
He say I've been getting it too often, say my body weak and cnt respond to its environmental stress.
But I don't really feel that stressed up.
Idk.
Or maybe I don't feel it but my body responds to it.
But I have to agree that I always forever fall sick once i'm in stressful condition.
Which was why for the entire month of July, I've fainted, fevered for few weeks on and off, flu sore throat and stuff like that.

Ah well.
Road to recovery.
Looking forward to all the good food I can have.
But not too much too cos still need jianfei.
Shall do a weight check after this hurhurhur.
And it's only today where I finally have the energy to do my work.
Wasted so many days on bed.
Brings down my efficiency much.