busiest ever

那种过得没天没夜的日子的感觉。

我体验到了。

avg 4-5 hrs of sleep per day.

irregular meals.

i'm so glad i survived. 

i'm so glad my body made it. 

the most crappy shitty ever i have felt over a project. 

thanks to the wednesday.

slept at 6am in the morning.

had school afterwards.

it was crazy. 

impromptu meet up with 2 goons. 

AND WE HAD BBQ!?!?

shocked.

but yay cos i wanted to have a good meal from the long tired day.

i'm craving for the gyoza.

it was so good leh. 

like sweet corn and cheese.

the combination was so damn goood.

and the pork was good too.

need bueller to cook all the pork. 

we three ko after the meal hahaha.

looks like container cafe/bar. 

GOOOOON.

😂😂😂

another sundate again!
save money so springleaf!
but it wasn't on sunday it was on saturday.
cos sunday was for proj.
zzzzz.

bueller's bryani.

i still prefer ers bryani.

best and the only bryani i will eat hahah. 

look at our spread. 

their prata really damn goood. 

sunday was HELL.
i realise i feel this way because when there are intended plans for that day, and i'm stuck at something shitty, i tend to be super sucky.
this happened at ccsb also.
was supposed to head over to gran's, but got called up to do OT at the very last minute.
all i wanted to do was get out of that place and do what i was supposed to do.
i don't like to camp at home but when i encounter situations like that, i tend to get home sick for some reason.
and when that happens, i just keep crying.
cos i feel so damn 委屈。
yes, a staycay for proj sounds fun...
but.
to be stuck in a foreign environment for the entire noon and getting nowhere out of it, it felt suffocating.
and the fact that my place was so near, and so so so WAYYYYY much better.
i didn't want to stay there anymore.
just nice my tummy declared war.
i get the excuse to go home.
so happy girl was me.
i don't see the reason why i should be staying there and making myself feel so 委屈 when i have somewhere better to go.
or say, i have such a comfortable environment for me to do work in but i had to work in a foreign and uncomfortable environment.
if my house was opened to visitors, i would have suggested it.
sadly it isn't.

macham go camping.

breakfast..

breakfast was ok..

actually idk when it started also.

this was at 5 plus.

i was so damn tired.

there were no breaks.

only me keep going toilet.

nothing done.

nothing finalized.

i guess perhaps this was where i was about to break.

the ceiling fan that was about to drop..

the ceiling fan where i can touch the blades once i raise my hands.

i thought there was a minimum height for ceiling fan?

we finally left the house at 7pm?

the sun was setting, and we just started making our way to print the stuff.

by that time i was already broken.

the tears didn't stop until i reached tp.

idk why i kept on crying also.

but i guess i just wanted comfort and wanted a good hug.

stars and clouds making in progress.

this was like 9 plus at night.

we finally left this place at around 11pm.

without dinner.

and without fully finalizing the deco..

11plus, still doing.

no dinner. 

my hands were trembling at this state cos i felt so weak.

dinner, at 12.30am? 

brainless piece of shit. 

managed to pack everything into these 2 bags.

looks small but they were huge. 

beer keg finally up.

looks legit.

but really had no energy left to admire how legit it was.

i just wanted to eat and sleep.

maybe more of sleep than eat.

body felt totally screwed.

clouds done too.

i love our clouds.

they were so pretty heheh.

school day, also st patrick day.

coooool like mad.

thankew daddy for sending us to school.

(:(:(:

i have to admit that it looks quite nice on me hahahha.

i like it quite alot.

stars over the place.

also the beer keg area.

felt like we prepared alot.

but the class doesn't look that much decorated.

managed to snap a little more too. 

so glad that the skirt had pocket hahaha. 

feels like bueller was with me throughout the presentation. 

wefie together while waiting to start our whole show.

we look happy but we were more tired and nervous than anything.

the effort behind this was crazy. 

this was my full-u.

hahahha. 

bff says it looks legit like oktoberfest.

so YAY.

i consider it a success. (:(:(:

after monday, i had a good sleep till noon.

like finally.

so so so relieved.

now feeling okay, but still tired.

like super easily tired.

all i did on tues was wait to meet bff and wait to talk to bueller.

the rest of the time i was on bed rolling round and round.

it felt good to finally have an off day.

nasilemak burger

was

LIT

😍😍😍

to get a quality picture like this, you need a friend to hold the lighting for you.

the amount of floos bread available in tamp. 

tamp 👍👍👍

wednesdate!
yay we finally settled those goons gift.
finally finally finally.

they revamped robinsons at city hall.

and it looked so classsy.

i tell him to wrap his hands around me.

and he did it so awkwardly.

but got cute smile hahaha.

he rather do this.

and do this.

this is his best post.

cos he get to pinch my cheeeks.

pigpig.

so glad to finally meet him since sat.

it been a gruesome weekend.

i felt like i haven't met him for a week.

my much needed hug and comfort.

my place to hide and protect me against all odds.

😘😘😘