Whiskers

Drafted out a post.

Waiting for the day to post it. 

Can't do it when my mood is still like that.

Tired but can't sleep. 

Let's get drunk then.

1 tiny cup of beer doesn't make up a bad day.

But feelin too bloated to drink.

Feeling too warm to drink also.

But then again I'm hardly drunk. 

Only tipsy.

Never drunk.

There isn't enough alcohol in the house to make me drunk.

I'm going to get water retention tmr.

But who cares.

Best part of today? 

Cycling and boost revealed.

Thabjewww sing post for the quick delivery.

Thankew myself for hanging on till 4am in the morning for petty selfish ignorant nonchalant someone who breaks your heart and left you hanging without you know what.

Virgin experience on cycling. 

I mean cycling alone.

Cool but not cool.

Nice but not nice.

The best is still ecp. 

Beach, waves, planes, see breeze.

Nothing beats cycling there.

Cos parks are just filled with peepo.

That's all.

Nothing much.

But it always feels good to cycle.

I'm glad I did evem though I'm aching now.

Cycled too much because I thought it would help.

Nothing helps.

They only seem to worsen.

Cos.

A jerk is always a jerk.

An ass is always an ass.

Shitz is. 

Did I regret?

Yes I did.

It's all quite pathetic actually. 

Me especially.

Bloody joke. 

Living joke.

Living piece of shit. 

I hope the whole day gets wasted.

Loaded with headache and whatever shits.

Yes vengeful is me idgaf.

You want war we start war.

Dare to love dare to hate.

Bring it on jerky.

I sleep longer, always.

No, I'm the stupid one to continue loving.

Because my heart doesn't deserve to be broken.

Because my eyes are not for tearing.

Because i deserve a goodnight and love you after I've done my fucking part.

I would love to smear poop over the faces.

And I would love to stuff a cactus up their ass.

Mmhmm.

Well said.

Hard to come by, such intimacy.

Girls but not guys. 

Can't have guys unless they are my bf.

Weird to have guys other than my bf understanding me like that.

Right..

I think I can finally sleep now. 

Thank you alcohol. 

You work like an angel.

Motor neurons slowed down.

But all still functioning. 

Fucking shitty shit. 

Petty shit. 

Gets too much on my nerves.

Maybe I'll just die in my sleep tonight.

Then regret x1000.

Not me though. 

Alcohol over induced.

Naa don't think anyone dies like that. 

At least I don't have to think.

At least I get my sleep.

At least I get to put aways all the sadness and shit stuff and escape. 

I hate waking up, every single day.

Time to ko.

Muack liquor.