exam boreeeedom

hello bloggie!

its exam period right now so you know why im here

boredom.

my level of interest in studying really is zero.

level of interest to play 1000%

hahahaha.

how sia.

i kennut.

can just stare at the notes and not a single thing enter my brain

anw can't sleep can't study so blog!

but the nap just now was so shiok ahaha.

so anw. 

wanted to ask this for very long.

guess who is happiest when it's night time and the entire family is in bed?

🐊

the smaller version of above.

lizzies.

every single night past midnight, whenever i use the kitchen or washroom, confirm got sound from the bin

cos we eat supper and throw wrappers and stuff in there.

then these clever animals out to hunt in the bin during midnight.

actually me is happy also. cos i really love past midnight too.

super night owl is me.

like...i love the peace and no one disturb me.

but at night always belly tired and i can nv wake up early.

i woke up before 1pm today and i think its and achievement already. 

but really can focus cos no disturbance at all. 

i just do night shift sua hahaha.

and morning really damn good to sleep.

cnt sleep well at night but sleep damn well in the morning.

sot is me.

though just 2 papers but really zzzzzzz.

even though got alot alot of boost liao.

booohoo.

liang court day.

jap food for sure.

this was good.

i thought it was oko but it's fake oko.

they just pile cabbage and egg and drizzle the sauce.

but it still taste good,

not bad the gyoza.

i like.

and the vinegar was not overly sourish.

tasted like soya sauce actually.

the ramen was horrible.

except the egg.

but ramen so i will just eat it.

still looking for the best ramen with good soup, good egg, good noodles.

then we bought matcha powder.

and i made my own foam.

hehehe thumbs up because my bull was like mmm nice eh.

i really only can make simple stuff hahaha.

and he really only can make complicated stuff aha.

BARBEQUE.

okay guess i found someone to eat with me.

but cnt always eat also huehue.

i loved it cos damn alot variety.

and all the banchan like damn nice?!

meat ofc would prefer other bbq like i'm kim but this one really wins on variety.

followed by dessert which was yum yum.

i had better ice cream for sure but this is ok for me haha.

yes my standard quite low but sometimes quite high also.

hahahha hua ci. 

sian always no full attendance.

and meet ups always damn short, like few hours.

but i really love this bunch alot.

fb always prompt me on memories.

really had alot of memories with them.

hehehe.

date with susu next MONDAY.

I CAN'T WAIT HEHEHEHE.

so long nv date with her liao leh. 

plus we still belly close hehehe chuwa chuwa.

library date!

this pdd slurping down his soup and rice and everything else.

like a vaccum cleaner.

i was just sitting and eating slowly haha. 

his total satisfaction after finishing the meal. 

afterwhich we went starbucks but earl grey latte sucks and cake sucks too.

nv ever try starbuck pastry.

other than its waffles and fruit cup.

or unless they have choc cake which they rarely have it.

only saw it at few outlets.

someday at home.

made myself honey lemon with chia seeds.

i should just bring a bottle of chia seeds wherever i go.

and add to all my beverage.

bubble tea without toppings, add chia seeds.

feels healthier.

hahahhaha.

in btw these. went for dim sum with his granny.

at red house.

i think it's just normal.

more tourist than locals in tourism context suggest that the place isn't authentic.

hahahha.

sorry i'm in tourism. 

short but quality time spent.

but sad to be hearing sad stuff from an elderly and it makes me sad too. 

and for her to stay away from home.

idk.

it must be that bad that she rather stay out then be in her comfort zone.

that's pretty sad too. 

😔😔😔

SARPRISE BBQ.

goon going back tmr liao.

no bailey crycry.

i miss bailey.

but i cnt see him and neither can i have him.

didn't take alot of pictures on this day cos was bz snapping and eating than anything else.

but watching these 3 goons coming out together and preparing everything as one, hehe it brings a smile up my face. (:

xie xie ni men. 

😊😊😊

and with that wooden carving board, it looks too legit like an outdoor kitchen.

and the way they placed the ingredients also.

too much cooking videos hahahha.

then library date again.

green tea latte was awful.

really can make beetter at home haha. 

the tasting menu.

so little for 2.

but so much for 1.

stupiack.

seafood still taste good.

cos very fresh. 

poke bowl was good too but beef too hard.

ugh. 

idk how they made the carrots cos don't have that carrot-y taste.

but too peppery ugh. 

my booster pack!

much effort my bueller.

thank you!!

all the assorted tidbits inside hehe.

ALL rice cracker.

izzit cos he heard me saying that this looks good that's why he buy.

so exp eh.. 

he said cheese, shio, shoyu and plain.

smart is him.

but i haven't ate all to verify wahaha.

the smaller pieces aren't seafood shoyu but ikan billis or like anchovy flavoured.

it tasted weird.

but the rice cracker is legit.

abit hard and crunchy but its good.

the other smaller piece was black bean rice cracker.

super xiang but slightly salty.

finally we had andong zzimzak.

hahhaa.

YUMMY.

taste exactly like kr!!

jio mummy and cjq here next time hehhee.

suppose to eat with them but eat with bull hehe.

but i'm still looking for the kr steam egg pot.

i really really want to eat it.

but bull cnt make for me cos he nv try before.

):

dtf with sis!

so funny right this picture.

i should send marin hahaha.

mummy just sent me these recently.

hehehe so cute the 2 of them.

chuwa chuwa.

bueller smile so widely.

lil sis told me that the person will only smile and show his teeth if he is comfortable with the ppl he hangs out with.

i think true to an extend only leh.

cos bueller also smile with teeth in alot other pictures.

Today I chanced upon the journal he wrote for me during obs.

Read a few lines and my heart ached.

It brought back those depressing times yet extremely diabetic times too.

Because of what he did for me, by writing me this book.

Kinda thankful to have went through such shit when other girls do not need to.

Because it seems like only such shit things will bring me such sweet things.

Well it rhymes.

Hahaha.

I mean I wouldn't have got a journal book in return if I hadn't went through that.

Or say I may not even get a chance to read something like that.

Think you would get something like that now?

NEVER.

Good enough to be receiving cards liao.

Let alone blog.

Should really shut down the blog cos it's really damn useless now.

He keep saying to retain it. But for fkkkk?

It's not like he reads it or visit that blog anw.

I think I visit the blog 10 times more and can memorise all the post backwards liao.

😒😑😒

He is hard to read yet simple to read at the same time cos tummy worm but also because we lack of such outlet niw. 

A platform whwre we can pour out our hearts to.

Without being judged.

Writing is just very different from speaking. 

And also now, he got write 1 sentence book also good enough liao.

Funny how he can do all those last time but fail to do any now.

Level of interest given zero 😂😂😂

Last time cherish and take more effort. now...err.....

Ownself fill in blanks la uh.

But ya..so precious is that book with all the memories inside.

Nv would I receive such a great gift like that again. But also maybe because I may not be in such pain again. 

And empty hope that UK might actually be like that but turned out to be a disaster and the worst ever. 

okie goodnight bloggie.

lemme try to sleep and hope that tmr will be better.

increased productivity.

i hope. 😕