ee-jeh-nerm; 现在

right now.
blogging on my bed.
at 9pm going 10.
had dinner at 4 plus and im kinda hungry now but that can wait cos i need to blog down everything!!

today's date was so dayum awesome.
even though it was just a simple dinner and movie date.
and all at dhoby area.

okay disclaimer, everything here might be in jumbled order cos that's how my mind is like right now.
like can't wait to type out everything here before i forget each moment as i trace back right now to capture it down right now.
like typing so damn quickly too and ignoring my hunger.

okay so i just watched this video by sgag.
and you know what?
my bf actually repeated the entire thing to me.
like whutttt.
i so did not just date a xiaoming???
HAHAHHA.
why the air con nv laugh at my jokes ah?
cos it is not a fan of my jokes.
OMG I KENNUT.
then another one.
what did the boy smurf say to the girl smurf.
YOU ARE SO BLUE-TIFUL.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
seriously???
and he didn't even asked me both at the same time.
like both different timings. and so just nice we saw the smurf poster at cinemas when he asked.
hahahahha.
then he say see such a good bf, know gf like then go watch and act out.
AWWHAHAWAWHAHAWHWA = that's an aww + hahaha altogether.
hahahaha.

ok then backtrack somemore.
before i boarded the train home bound, he looked at me smiling-ly.
i knew he was going to say something along the line of sweeeeet, but so did not see this coming!
he said, happy monthsary dear. (i can't rmb if he said love you but i think he did).
AWWWW I MELTED LIKE AN OLAF.
whatever unhappiness that happened before all dissolved.
he made me felt so guilty because i actually forgot!?
like wa how in the world did i forget cleanly when i rmb so clearly last night.
so yeah!
like for the first time in forever??

you know how in movies, e.g after the male lead brings the female lead to a show/play thinghy. and the female lead comes out of the play so dreamy and dancing on the streets?!
that was how i felt after the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like i really just wanted to dance with bueller.
like twirl around himmmm.
he said i smiled so much during the movie.
really meh!
i know i was enjoying every single moment of it.
it truly fits into swifts song of "enchanted".
it was....i'm lost for words..i had so much words just now.
AMAZING. BEWILDERED.
OH SPLENDID. WONDERFUL.
it is so OMG-ly goooooood.
i have nv enjoyed a movie this much.
reason being:
it was a musical.
it was such a princessey thing
AND i watched it with bueller!
at first i was like, damn worried he will be bored cos of the 1st 2 reasons combined.
then when i went to the toilet, i realised there were a lot of guys in the movies as well.
then i thought to myself, oh i just made bull another of those guys who needed to watch the show just because their stupid gf wants to watch so bf don't want disappoint gf then pei them watch.
and i was like ooooppppppsssss.
then when the movie started, or even before movie started, like once we were in the theateres, this bueller started yawning non stop and so damn frequently.
as if to tell me he is bored already.
roarrrrr.
BUT turned out he like small small eye and keep yawning, he was watching the movie all along!!
hehehehehehehe.
chuwa max.
it's like a dream come true?
idk feeling so blissful to have watched a princessey thing and musical thing my bueller.
and rather than fantasize about the fairy tale like how i always used to do it before gettting attached, it might actually come true!
like i have my prince charming sitting just right beside me kekekekekkee.
and he was there to snuggly with me kekeke.

then before we met.
my bueller whatsapp me.
can meet earlier if you want to.
i miss yeuu.
AWWWW.
I MISS YOU TOOO.
4 days leh.
very long leh.
so sad when the date ended so early.
but because i know this bull damn tired, and i was tired too.
so i just made a logical decision for us to go home lo.
i knew he needed time to do his work, but hearing him say it out loud just kinda ouch..and boohoo.
really damn sad to say bye bye after such a wonderful date.
because i didn't wanted the night to end.
but it ended so quickly.
i literally, really literally could cry on the spot when we were in btw dt and ew line.
): ): ):
不要你走...
like a kiddo who doesn't want the show to end.
that was me totally.
but then bueller sarprise me with happy monthsary and we worked out after that.
so no more sad but very happy blissful and smiley back home heheheheh.
but very worried for bueller, he looks so stressed out and so sick.
):):):
wished i could do something for him but i can't even help a single bit for his fyp.
xiao sadz iz me.

oh right and dinner.
it was only cocoichibanya.
but IT WAS THE MOST DELICIOUS THING I'VE ATE THIS WEEEEEK.
and also CRAVING SATISFIED FINALLY!!!!
mmmmm at every bite.
wa really was in heaven.
seared mayo + squid.
damn the combo!!!
izzit everything seared = good!!??
and salmon cream croquette.
izzit any cream croquette = good??
and pickles plus curry plus the egg.
though it was always slightly 腻 midway (all the time) but with pickles it cures the 腻-ness, and also always feeling damn super full from overload of rice towards the end but still aiming to finish it, but every mouth every bite was OOOMMMPHHHH.
bueller can't imagine his crazy gf going crazy and satiety gao max over some coco ichiban.
DON'T JUDGE!
i really loved it, so damn much.
it's just an amazing complement, everything.
that fluffy egg, that curry, that rice.
the way they present it.
me on cheap foods.
hahaahha.

sadly, the only picture i have today of this very wonderful day is a pic of my dinner only. ):
memories kept inside my head i guess.
that's why i wanna pen this down asap.
post it before midnight.
success hehe cos it's 23.53 and i'm ending the post.
thankew bueller so much.
can't be more happy than this can i?
maybe i could, i nv know hehehe.
im sorry once again, that i forgot.
it is a big matter to me cos i nv forget.
so happy monthsary thridly again!
hahahha.
okay supper time i need to eat.