D day & post trip

Hello bloggie.
Tonight is the night where sad vibes come looking for me.
For some reasons that stuffy wanting to cry feeling is here.
But as usual I shall not and shall not stir it.
Izzit cos end of holiday.
Or izzit cos the movie sad.
But also not very sad idk.
Touchy again.
Or maybe cos I've finally faced how I feel deep inside.
Finally sent out something i should have done way before.
Sensing how much you wanted or needed or cherished a friendship but doing nothing.
No matter how many bitch fights.
Or maybe how you realise bf and bff works together.
Although you may need one more than the other.
But at times you will still need the one you needed less.
When going through such agonies.
You will need one or the other.
Idk. It's just how fragile things are.

But yeah back from holidays.
It went SURPRISINGLY well.
Maybe except for one day.
Now comes the real test.
We shall see.
Now and before.
Lesson learnt, or not.
Warming up my seat, sitting comfortably and watching as it commences.
It felt that it wouldn't be here that soon but here it is.
D day.
Fully relaxed from this trip.
We did nothing but I love it and enjoyed myself absolutely.
The kind of sea breeze, view, sun, lepak.
Naps. Delivery right up to your room without any delivery charges.
Massages.
Letting go of everything and just indulge in nothing but chillax.
Chuwa chuwa nomu chuwa. (:(: