shall post this first.
nowadays i can barely stay awake to complete blogging about my thoughts about that day.
brain gg.
but i drafted it asap after it happened so i woudn't forget.
have got zero energy left to draft JB trip today.
so i shall post this too and update again next time.
Sometimes it feels like we're more than just soulmates/in a r/s status.
It feels more than that.
Like we are that close that no one in this entire world can replicate.
It feels like a family, yet more than that.
Feels like a brother a friend an everything all combined into one.
And come to think of it, it feels very good actually.
I love it so muchie.
Like the bonds and feelings and everything we share, it feels like we are almost one but still separate individuals.
Idk if anyone else is like that but this feels kinda special heheh.
I chuwa.
Much random thoughts lol.
It feels more than that.
Like we are that close that no one in this entire world can replicate.
It feels like a family, yet more than that.
Feels like a brother a friend an everything all combined into one.
And come to think of it, it feels very good actually.
I love it so muchie.
Like the bonds and feelings and everything we share, it feels like we are almost one but still separate individuals.
Idk if anyone else is like that but this feels kinda special heheh.
I chuwa.
Much random thoughts lol.
Today he woke up first!
For once.
I think.
Or maybe we woke up same time?
I felt him stirring beside me, but I fell back asleep right away.
Then really gained consciousness when he mumbled something like my baobei.
Then I gained all my strength to open my eyes to peer at him but close it right away because my eyelids were way too heavy to remain open.
Then I adjusted my position and for another few seconds fell asleep in his embrace again.
Until few moments later when he was fully awake searching for his phone, then my entire body woke up hahha.
Nap always forever and always feels so goooood.
It's always the kind where you fall asleep unknowingly.
And it's always damn standard, 45 mins to 1hr.
Extremely tired then 2hrs.
It's quite bad actually.
Like a habit to nap whenever I'm there.
but I don't even have a habit of napping at home.
Kekekeke.
And he MUST nap with me.
Once he finish napping me too is finished.
Can't really nap without him because it always feels too cold to sleeep.
And somehow I hate being alone in that bed.
就是少了温暖.
Tak boleh andweyo.
For once.
I think.
Or maybe we woke up same time?
I felt him stirring beside me, but I fell back asleep right away.
Then really gained consciousness when he mumbled something like my baobei.
Then I gained all my strength to open my eyes to peer at him but close it right away because my eyelids were way too heavy to remain open.
Then I adjusted my position and for another few seconds fell asleep in his embrace again.
Until few moments later when he was fully awake searching for his phone, then my entire body woke up hahha.
Nap always forever and always feels so goooood.
It's always the kind where you fall asleep unknowingly.
And it's always damn standard, 45 mins to 1hr.
Extremely tired then 2hrs.
It's quite bad actually.
Like a habit to nap whenever I'm there.
but I don't even have a habit of napping at home.
Kekekeke.
And he MUST nap with me.
Once he finish napping me too is finished.
Can't really nap without him because it always feels too cold to sleeep.
And somehow I hate being alone in that bed.
就是少了温暖.
Tak boleh andweyo.
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