this is part 2 to updates!
there's total of 99 photos for both.
too long to be in one.
IF nothing happened, i would have blogged part 1 long long time ago.
than do it only now.
that's more than a week later.
why ppl who aren't self conscious aren't called unconscious.
lol
#random
saturdate for once!
because daddy "surprised" us this morning.
lolol.
minus that crowded annoying new mall, all others were enjoyable.
so touched when bueller took my feelings into consideration.
so sweeeeet can.
and remembered and learnt his lesson from v day leh.
for once.
hehehe proud iz me.
happy iz me.
well done bueller. (:(:(:
that day i finally went to visit bae.
but he don't want me.
so sadz.
he even ran out of the room when i open it.
and refuse to return to the room.
booohoo.
then he lepak on his couch and ignore me.
and growling and snarling at me whenever i try to disturb him with his toy.
smelly bae.
maybe cos i just had my nails done.
so he dislike the smell.
or what..idk.
or maybe he disappointed that only i came.
maybe he misses spastico too.
or maybe he just feels sick, bad hair day.
idk! if only i could communicate dog language.
i still love you nontheless.
smelly cockroach.
he don't even bother looking at the cam!!!
don't even bother sending me off.
he just lay there.
crycrycry.
then met up with bullbull.
i think the ppl who alighted with us thought that A and i were an item.
BUT NO!
my item is waiting outside for me!!!
heheheheh big hughug once i see bullbull.
so happy to see him.
4 years in a r/s, still so very happy to see him EVERY single meet up. (:
my treat to spasticos.
damn worth it.
3 pizzas, 1 pasta.
for $50+.
6 flavours somemore.
where to find such deal.
thankew bull for always helping me to think about such deals and to save my $ hehehe.
i think the flavours all not bad leh.
but it is over rated.
the carbonara pasta.
that my bull slurp all up.
then he was so full before the pizza came hahaha.
hungry bullbull.
the truffle pizza.
and bacon cheese.
omg i nv ever though bacon and cheese could be this good.
wa...
then bull explained that it was because of the honey.
still rmb the taste of it!
this one not very nice.
ok only lo.
but those 2 above, not bad.
3 pizzas, with 3 guys, is just sufficient.
then we chuay daiji and demand for peking duck.
A actually agreeeed and we ate that after dinner.
madness.
3 silly boys.
happy with their popsicles.
hehehhee.
didn't post this pic on insta cos my bull was blurry!
and he nv smile!
but this pic is the only pic the 3 of them show their ice klim.
hahaha.
so in the end i posted better looking bull but without J showing his ice kleem.
went back home and saw my parcel!
so cool leh.
to receive such things.
my keyboard cover.
so cute hor!
sundate!
we finally went to tanjong.
with car!!!!
vrooom vrooom.
so happy. and proud of my bull.
new dating place kekekkee.
the milk ice cream was so damn good laaa.
and compements the goma sauce.
was having itchy throat that day.
but heck just eat.
yum yum.
then drove to chinatown for some claypot rice.
verdict?
holland v nicest!
yay.
squabble over some $2 fruit juice.
tchh.
srg.
hmph.
monday! that crazy day.
that tiring day which involved so many trip.
1. to sch.
2. back home
3. to orchard cos too early
4. to pasir panjang
5. to tanjong
6. to buona.
7. to hall.
if 1 trip = $2, that's definitely more than $10.
still got bus ride to and fro and to from home leh.
HOJICHA tasted so much better than matcha.
matcha so bitter!!!
was lying so comfortably on her bed that i could really doze off.
then she say: don't fall asleep on my bed.
grrrr.
this was supper.
just milo and exp bread.
but it tasted so good!!!
then i popped on of this into my mouth.
it tasted gooodie doodie,
but i couldn't find it in ntuc hahaha.
went to brush teeth after this.
talked abit.
set up my mattress.
then went to bed.
no pillow and blanket so it was a little uncomfy and i took some time before falling asleep.
but fell asleep eventually cos i was so tired.
then before i knew it, it was morning.
it seems like a long long route out but it was ok.
like 2-3 mins walk out.
and it was quite convenient.
felt very good and refreshing to be out breathing fresh cooling air early in the morning.
felt very happy and contented too.
even though bed was bad and all.
but hehehe happy happy.
thankfully bull reminded me about the hot weather.
so i borrowed sis shirt instead of my planned knitted outfit.
ahahaha.
so ugly lo.
heng got her shirt.
so comfy in this hot weather.
i went to hell. :/
so scary.
crycry.
no bueller sayang and hug me. ):):):
this was quite a happening day?
but lousy group otherwise it could have been really fun.
so segregated.
otherwise really good bonding, get to know each other etc.
lunch was at hawker.
ate ytf. really not bad.
the broth was good.
then had starbucks.
my matcha espresso.
so yummy.
but caffeinated me, so i went to washroom for 6 times when others don't even need to pee pee that much within 4 hours hahahah.
i'm sorry if i was disrupting the class attention by walking in and out and in and out of the class.
dozey off was me.
so tired.
so shag.
i haven't been that tired for damn long.
not those kind where you feel like you want to ko.
barely keeping your eyes open kinda tired.
but falling asleep once you hit pillow kinda tired is ok.
then even had dinner with R.
like waaa.
then head home.
quite cool a day.
this was grouchy day.
for some reason i was just damn grouchy from the moment i woke up.
feeling still exhausted and sian.
knowing that i'm meeting bull didn't help at all.
and was so hungry.
then this bull still want to go ntuc so cnt eat.
then still need to wait for him to prepare salad.
hmph.
so i just lie on bed lo.
then i think i fell asleep.
because i heard somebody calling me.
so noisy grrrrrrr.
then i saw salad served.
time to eat but i didn't wanted to wake up at all.
i think he pulled me up so i ate.
the parma ham so stinkyyyy.
it kinda ruined the salad.
expected it to be nice and good but...
cos so exp leh.
and home made cheeeese.
but it was so nua. ):
then no sauce.
croutons was nice but the texture became too rough when complemented with salad veg.
then no sauce..
BUT it filled my tummy. so yay it did it's job.
mine had egg hehe. bull one don't have.
feels like the parent, who gives their child the best hahaa.
the ham and egg were the best. (:
chuwa.
for dinner, he made cheese toast. but i don't think i will like cheese toast so i requested somen instead.
so yummy and filling omg.
then we made tiramisu together!!!!!
heheheheheh.
both our first attempt!
so fun!
dipping the fingers, then figuring out how to layer nicely.
and it tasted so good eh!!!
i loved it.
i love originals.
i love how they are imperfect, yet perfect in my eyes AND MOUTH hahaha.
our first home made tiramisu. (:(:(:
then read his FYP.
the work done behind those words.
are madness.
i don't feel that uni-ish at all after looking at that.
like although i'm a post grad, it doesn't seems like i can produce that kinda work.
it's just quite jaw dropping to see him producing something like that, all from scratch.
it's pretty crazy.
i feel under-qualified as a uni student hurhur.
but feeling honoured to be able to help, since i wasn't required for his trial, which then he still very "sweeetly" said: i still want my baobei to help me do (the trial).
hmph. liar liar pants on fire!!!
he only need T, W, J, E, Y and something ning i forgot HER name.
the one where he so touched she came back SPECIALLY to do THE TRIAL.
hmph.
ROLL EYES.
still buy incentives. WA WA WA.
impressive much.
grrrrrrrrrr.
really? seriously?
feeels damn unappreciated and unjust.
so damn disappointing.
have been here offering my help ALL THE TIME + constantly but pewwww stashed away.
then they do cos they in school majority of the time then appreciative.
damn rubbish.
grits my teeeeeth.
humrumph.
我会永远记住！
si neh neh.
气死我。
the legit: SO THIS IS WHAT I GET.
this lo, the above para was all i get.
it is not "buy for them also kennut".
it is the thoughts behind all these, and how i've been contributing in my way all these while yet receiving nothing at all (including rejected help!) but still putting in much effort to support.
at least if i was thanked or appreciated all along throughout that entire period it wouldn't be that bad.
but wa that day really got me disappointed af.
and makes me wonder why did i even get back with someone like that.
barely few months from July, and he has the ability to disappoint me all over again.
why girl why.
kthkxbaiz.
#muchrambling
cos that time nv ramble enough.
JB DAYYYYYY.
hehehehehehehhee.
so happy to see him even though i just met him ytd.
and stayed till so so so late.
talking about that, side track a little.
i guess why i was disappointed when he didn't sent me home saturdate was because i've been travelling so much this week.
monday, that stupid day. (7 trips total)
then wed to his place (public transport east to west and back on my own)
thurs (JB another east to west and back too)
then saturday, to the west AGAIN.
that's freaking 3 times in a week on my own.
i thought he would, on the account of all these, sent me back at least.
plus i was damn tired after the squeezing and walking round and round.
PLUS he still asked: you really want me to send you back?
and i nodded my head AND said yes AND explained that i was really really tired.
i was kinda slow, in fact very slow and didn't get the hint when he suggested grabbing.
but deep inside me i plunged down to disappointment and was wondering, why or what did i do and why he don't even want to send me back.
until when i finally pluck the courage to ask then i knew why.
disappointed yes. but was okay after that.
would rather he told me why from the start than getting me to grab and stuff.
feels like i'm being pushed away and unwanted for no reason.
and that makes it disappointing.
together the whole time but communication DANG.
then why ask "you really want me to send you back?" when at the end of the day this was what i got.
-.-
by doing that you got my hopes high, making me assume that i would get a ride, then after that you pushed me away by asking me to check grab.
huh what even?
that was the crux.
BUT he made up by sending me halfway.
for that i'm settled.
so easy right?
honestly, as long as got make up can already.
than leave it there to rot.
SIGH. stupid make up day.
rotting away as usual.
damn fricking annoyed and angst.
BUT definitely NOT forgoing it.
because i DESERVE that AT THE VERY VERY LEAST.
男人说的话很像放屁。
“我会弥补你，给我机会“
机会都给了，什么都没得到。
什么也没弥补到。
苦苦等待了七个月，什么都没有。
说啥弥补。就快一年咯。
真是的！
我就看能拖到什么程度。
inserts 1000 angry face.
ok kennut side track anymore else 2 years later still blogging.
yeah anw happy to see him.
hughug.
then our trip commences kekeke.
the day always pass so quickly.
even though never do much.
damn smooth traffic and transition.
so we were in super duper quickly.
queued for DTF.
and ordered these.
plain noodles.
OMG.
texture of noodles made to perfection.
the sauce also.
i can just eat this.
so flavourful even though there's nothing just noodles.
i rmb the taste of this, imagining it right now.
i love the prawns tooo.
the salted egg batter.
and fried.
yum yum yum.
maybe cos belly long no eat fried hahha.
buller say the crust too thick and they should coat the prawn in the salted egg not the batter.
so he don't like.
which means i get to eat more hehehe.
stir fried dish are rare so we forgo dumplings.
this was so yummmy.
total meal was $30?
for everything.
so value for $.
best part? no locals hahahaha.
mango pudding which tasted different.
headed to KSL for our massage.
super long bus ride that made us sleepy cos post lunch syndrome.
no internet so talk talk.
hehehe.
chuwa.
and finally rmb to take pic.
but only this pic.
after massage walk walk.
then i was hungry.
and it started raining cats and dogs.
and we finally agree on bornga!!!
didn't regret it at all.
i tried this once in SG but didn't rmb it was so good.
maybe that time tastebuds not so upz.
hahaha.
but i rmb this long tray of veggies.
2 pax = 1 tray.
6 pax also 1 tray.
zzz. so i guess it wasn't that enjoyable when i had it in SG.
bull say he don't rmb. but we were together liao.
boooooo. so inattentive is him.
has he become a better bf?
MAYBE. after 4 years still no better then gg liao..
slightly better because he still do things to pissy me and disappoint me.
i don't think there will be a day where he wouldn't do any of those 2.
so that means....he won't ever be the best ah...?
):
that's so sad to know ):):):
he jiayou for 4 years liao still slow increment, haiyo really turtle leh.
how to catch me liddat!
i am cheonggggg zoom zoom leh.
back to bornga!
the charcoal grills.
they even change the grills for beef and pork.
didn't take pic of the meat and side dishes.
took vid instead.
but there were so many things to eat even though we only ordered 2 meats.
onomnomnom.
wished my tummy could finish more.
cos they were so nice.
PAJEON.
WITH EGG BATTER.
HALPZ.
i loved this so muchie.
we ate half of this.
i think i ate at least 4 pieces there, and another 4 pieces dabao.
hahahaha.
i nv knew you can make egg batter with this.
it brought the pancake to a whole new level.
so fluffy!!
but not nua at all!
extremely xiang cos they added loads of leeks.
yum yum yum.
went to get our stuff after this.
then headed home.
fastest ever taken to cross that bridge and back to SG.
earliest ever that i returned home from a JB trip.
got home before 10pm.
usually close to 11pm.
coooolz.
fryday!
medi appt.
me like leading tai tai lifestyle.
hahaha.
free hands so i was able to use the phone.
but somebody snailey and bz.
well.
and the rain didn't stop at all.
brrrr so cold.
no hugs nothing.
boooo.
cos bz lunching talking and fyp and whatever.
humruph.
"so fast lesson start, so fast blah blah blah"
ofc fast la you so snailey humph.
new colour.
somebody commented at 2 plus, finally a quicker and more sincere one since the long wait from 12.30pm.
that this colour nice.
at first he commented on majong tiles but that wasn't even the point of showing him this.
zzzzz.
funny and not alert.
really super damn funny how replies come faster DURING lesson when supposed to focus than break. -.- -.-
for me = lesson mia until break.
then break time and lunchtime use phone cos its my rest time.
not that i don't have classmates to talk to etc.
but i make the effort to spend time with my bf after mia-ing.
why?
because at the end of the day, he is more important than them.
he is the one i spend my life with.
not my classmates.
i can choose to ignore them because they aren't even that impt.
they can be talking to me but i am using my phone talking to my bf in front of their faces.
they can hate me for that or get annoyed it doesn't matter.
because they don't understand the theory behind it, which is the above.
you are JUST a friend, he is my bf and maybe prospective husband.
thats the difference.
ppl who don't get it will nv ever get it.
no point telling them and arguing about all above, cos end of the day i know it all too well.
all faults will be me.
AND SO. i headed home and helped mum out for dinz.
then stealing food and lepak on bed.
and felt so tired suddenly.
then since lepak day and no replies yet then i decided to nap.
no need to inform cos he also bz.
ended up napping for long and he already reach his place when i woke up and me felt damn guilty.
but then i realised it didn't really matter cos even if i napped shorter he didn't need me also.
so sealy lo.
need copy his style.
heck care just nap.
feel like napping just nap.
doesnt mean end school then need 守在那边痴痴的等待陪伴。
that is too sealy.
damn long a post.
took me 3 days.
and so long to draft it.
but finally done.
yay myself.
time check 2.29am.
i finally succeeded in staying awake past the 2am mark.
and finally completed this post.
i would like to congratulate myself.
for my determination and will.
well done to me.
i haven't took this long to post something this long for very long.
hahhaa.
if you get what i mean.
too thorough a post.
plus having stupid internet connection that made this post un-save-able.
was so worried.
so there thank you for your patience.
this post has come to an end.
so long farewell goodbye.
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